What's a cracker hafa do?

We're not in the same place.

We may not even be in the same state.

We are moving forward but one of us has doubts. Now both of us do.

We are both tired, and think the other should shoulder more responsibility.

We need a break.

We need sleep.

We need money.

We need an air conditioner.

Do we need each other?

I'm tired of wondering if she'll decide to move on, all while planning a life together.

A weekend in a tent was to be therapuetic. I hope I don't just end up staring at the night sky, worrying.

I try to keep the worrying to myself, so as to not worry others. But that is obviously not the approach I need to be taking.

I'm tired of making decisions as if shooting from the hip. Of course analysis of each decision does not need to be the lengthy process I tend to make it. But one thing typically leads to another, and a quick decision can turn around and bite us in the ass.

So we need to think, long and hard, as to what it is we want and who we want that to be with.

I'm in, have been since day one, had drunken thoughts just one time, two years ago (almost) and I know I'll never live it down. But honestly that's all.

I question what it is that you are missing. What you never had. What you are looking for. Don't settle. I'm not.

I'm in...are you?